“-” — Jordan
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Apprentices are not really meant to talk to each other about the various rituals which take place during our training. I have, of course, longed to talk to someone my own age about my experiences here, if not just to get a sense of whether anyone else’s training has been as confusing as mine. Occasionally, often when we’re eating together, someone will make an oblique reference to one of the ceremonies, and everyone will pretend they didn’t hear it while desperately looking around the table to get a sense of whether the word has resonated with anyone else.
The ceremony I’d never heard mention of is The Endowment. When I was called for mine, I even looked the word up in a dictionary to see if it would give me any sense of what to expect. It didn’t. All I knew was that my Endowment was to be overseen by Master Scott and this was information which made me feel considerably calmer about things. The truth is that I’ve found myself powerfully drawn to Master Scott ever since I arrived here and, a few months ago, when I was finally given the opportunity to yield to him, I accepted it gladly.
I was proud and more than a little excited to enter the Endowment Chamber side-by-side with Master Scott. He was dressed in a beautifully-fitted white suit and I’d been ordered to wear a floating ceremonial gown which barely protected my modesty. A year ago, clothing like that would have caused me a great deal of embarrassment, but this afternoon I took it all in stride. This place has definitely taught me to embrace both the unknown and the uncomfortable.
Scott reached behind the curtain and pulled a lever which made a bell ring. A deep voice spoke, asking what it was that we required. Master Scott replied on my behalf, saying that I needed light and knowledge. The whole thing was bewildering in the extreme, but utterly compelling; like the sort of riddle you get in Harry Potter. The voice then instructed Master Scott to present me at the veil. I could feel my face flushing red.
Master Scott ordered me to kneel on a cushion which was right in front of the wall of curtains, and moments later, an enormous penis appeared in my face! I’m not gonna lie; it kinda made me jump, and it was so strange to see it disembodied like that. Thoughts immediately started bouncing through my mind wondering who it might belong to, and let me tell you; it takes a great deal of trust and courage to put a random dick into your mouth. But, after a moment of hesitation, I decided that it was my duty to go ahead and service it anyway… (read more informations in MasonicBoys.)
