“-” — Jordan
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My divorce was necessary and best for everybody concerned, but my wife’s totally cutting me off from my son sent me into a tail spin. It was actually much worse than I realized. It was only when he came to live with me that I opened my eyes and realized how I was living and didn’t like what I saw.
Then the first night my boy was there, he ended up giving me a blow job. I’m still not sure exactly how that happened. Or why I let it happen! But it did, and I did, and I haven’t regretted it for a moment. Just as I couldn’t really have imagined having sex with Hunter before we started doing it, it would have been even more difficult to imagine what a wonderful relationship would grow out of it. It has been so good for both of us that I don’t know what kind of relationship we might have had without it.
We absolutely need a bigger apartment, though, and I wanted a better social environment for Hunter, including being closer to his older cousin Kyle who has been an important emotional support for my son, as well as a good role model. I made a trip to the area where Kyle lives hoping that I could find something for us, which turned into a total train wreck in some ways but another revelation in others.
My plane was late, my hotel reservation got screwed up, I couldn’t find another one. I ended up staying with my nephew Kyle for the night and ended up at his place for the whole week. Kyle and I were always close. Not exceptionally so, but he was a good kid and I enjoyed spending time with him. I’ve always tried to treat him as much like an adult as he could handle at the time, but obviously, he was still a kid and I was a grown man. After the divorce I sort of drew back from him. I didn’t want to put him in an awkward place of being caught in the middle of my wife’s feud with me… (more on Gaycest)
